Yesterday I've been in a tragic road accident. I came from a friend and bound to school at that moment when suddenly a motorcycle bumped my motorcycle and we fell both. We are also both student going to school at that time. The moment I fell on the road, I see sparkle and distortion of my head got me dizzy. After a while I've got back into my consciousness and more people surrounds me with the by standers and some friends that I've noticed around me.. I felt my head is aching and so with my arms and legs.. when I saw it, there's a scratch with blood on it... They came into me ask what is happening so with the man that bumped me off. it takes a few minutes to discuss things and arranged things. We came to a police station and health medicare. After all of that sudden moment, when I got home I look at the mirror and see myself over it, asking the question? are you still alive with laughing... another question came to my mind, why does this happened to me?.. These question made me realize of something that life is full of mystery.
That we should embrace our lives and celebrate it every seconds of the day. We should thankful for the breath that GOD has given to us and that we should praise HIM for the glory that He gave to us. On that day I felt the pain in and outside of my body but the heart that beats inside my body pumps faster as it cause me too much fear and anxiety. I come to think that what if I'm dead at that time. Would there be many friends to visit me? Will my family missed me for the lost of their girl. Will their life moves on as they come to visit my grave? There are many questions that lingers on my mind and yet it is not answered. I ask HIM, God, if there's a reason why did this happen to me, then I'll be thankful of it.
In life there's always hindrances and we can never avoid it. There are many things to consider and there are factors that affecting us. How can we avoid such things when most of us did know how to accept realities and practicability in life? I wonder why there are many instances that we may think of our emotions and feelings. It is hard to balance the mind and heart one at a time. There are people getting hurt in making decisions and there are people getting happy of such one big decision. How can I think of many decisions that I want to achieved in life if all of it are not reachable at all times. The fact that we live in this cruel world, we cannot avoid to think harder for the sake of everybody. As if we are going to destroy ourselves for that one decision or as if we are going to sacrifice ourselves for the happiness of others. The decisions are always came to us and we can never blame others for that. Its us who are to blame, but in choosing our own freedom of being loved and to be loved, we must consider the feelings of others.
The heart that is put in the center of our body is the most precious one. Nevertheless, the mind that is on above of our head is just a facilitator to our emotions and feelings. But to weigh things between the two essential part of our body, I would prefer to internalized my feeling and emotions because it makes me feel great and happy if my heart filled with satisfaction. We only live once and we can never get back our lives to correct our mistakes. Live life to the fullest while you breathe.!